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Sábado, 6 de Janeiro de 2007

Should i leave?

   I'm seriously thinking about going to London to learn more about the language, the culture, the people...well, everything. In fall in love for the Unitd Kingdom but i don't know if i can't stay out of Portugal for a long time, i always been dependent of my family and friends, and believe me, this is really hard for me to admit. I'm not a person who use to have a initiative spirit and i usually have no courage to do this kind of things that makes in prove the way i take care of myself and my capacity to survive in a place that i don't know and where anyone knows me...

   By the way, this trip would be perfect at the moment, everything would be easier to forget...It would be easier for me to move on and give my mind the peace she needs...but i don't even know if that's the best way out. I can't make a decision like that with my head trying to run away from problems and my heart full of irrational feelings...My head it's telling me that's the time and it's giving me the courage i need to leave everything backward and drive my life closer to the course i've designed for me, but my heart it's showing suddenly all the reasons to stay...that's a big problem for me...I would love to see my little mans and princesses growing up and launch with family all sundays but for the first time i have to do something for me, something to learn how to live depending just on me...

   While i stay thinking about it i have, at less, to practice english (that's not excellent :P).

   Stay nicely and good thoughts ; )

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